We are finally back in the US and all moved into our house. I am learning that everything takes longer than I want, not just a baby. Garbage, internet, health insurance…all taking much longer than I wanted to get going. The wheels are all in motion though.
I thought maybe we’d be the couple everyones tells us about where they tried for 18 months, then went on a 2 week vacation and bam! they got pregnant. Well, we are not that couple.
Last night while I was in the tub (where I will be most evenings—we didn’t have a tub in NZ, so I haven’t had a bath in ages!), I started crying. Hubby came in and said he still had hope for us. I had to ask him “Can you have enough hope for both of us, because I’m out of hope right now”. His answer- “Yes”. that just made my heart swell. I know I picked him for a reason. I can count on him to be my earthly partner in crime when I struggle to connect with my ultimate partner in heaven.
We have our appointment with our new RE on Monday so I am hoping he is nice, caring and confident in our chances. I’ll let you guys know how it goes if we ever get our internet!! I’m going to gain 10 lbs if I have to keep coming to Panera to use their internet.
Hopefully I can get back into my blogging swing once our internet is up and running!