I’m back!

We are finally back in the US and all moved into our house. I am learning that everything takes longer than I want, not just a baby. Garbage, internet, health insurance…all taking much longer than I wanted to get going. The wheels are all in motion though.

I thought maybe we’d be the couple everyones tells us about where they tried for 18 months, then went on a 2 week vacation and bam! they got pregnant. Well, we are not that couple.

Last night while I was in the tub (where I will be most evenings—we didn’t have a tub in NZ, so I haven’t had a bath in ages!), I started crying. Hubby came in and said he still had hope for us. I had to ask him “Can you have enough hope for both of us, because I’m out of hope right now”. His answer- “Yes”. that just made my heart swell. I know I picked him for a reason. I can count on him to be my earthly partner in crime when I struggle to connect with my ultimate partner in heaven.

We have our appointment with our new RE on Monday so I am hoping he is nice, caring and confident in our chances. I’ll let you guys know how it goes if we ever get our internet!! I’m going to gain 10 lbs if I have to keep coming to Panera to use their internet.

Hopefully I can get back into my blogging swing once our internet is up and running!

5 thoughts on “I’m back!

  1. Girl! I know what you mean! We just moved down the street and it seemed like it took forever to get everything switched over! I’m sorry you have lost hope again but don’t let the devil sneak thoughts into your head and entertain them. He knows when you are weak and vulnerable and He will attack you. I am praying for you right now and I’m commanding Him to sit down and shut up! (you tell him too). When the devil says it’s not possible, you do what Jesus did in the wilderness and open your mouth and say, “It is written with God ALL things are possible.” When the devil says you won’t get pregnant, you open your mouth and say, “It is written that the Lord has granted me abundant prosperity in the fruit of my womb (Deuteronomy 28:11) We fight the devil with the word of God spoken out loud. That’s how Jesus defeated the devil each time.

    Also, even if your RE doesn’t have confidence…don’t let it shake you. It’s not about your RE or the confidence He has 🙂 It’s all about Jesus and the confidence you have in Him 🙂 Many doctors have told people that they can’t have children but those people didn’t accept the report. Those same people now have several beautiful children. I say all this to say that no matter what happens, keep your hope in God because the Bible says hope in Him never disappoints. Thank the Lord! lol!!

    Love ya!! xoxoxo

    God is not human that he should lie, not a human being that he should change his mind. Does he speak then not act? Does he promise and then not fulfill? Numbers 23:19

    But as for me, I watch in hope for the Lord, I wait for God my savior; my God will hear me. Micah 7:7

    I pray that God, the source of hope, will fill you completely with joy and peace because you trust in him. Then you will overflow with confident hope through the power of the Holy Spirit. ~Romans 15:13

    • I know, although my digestive system is having a hard time with American foods after being gone so long. I get stomach aches whenever we eat Panera, Chipotle, Papa Murphy’s Pizza 😦 All my faves!

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